Posts Tagged ‘solitude’

May myself rest in peace!

September 27, 2011

This is not a tech blog, and I am not a tech-geek.  I wrote about those things, because I had got concerned about them for a while.  But there are a lot many things I am concerned about too.  For example, I am concerned about you; I am concerned about myself, and that is far more important than being concerned about why does Zemanta not support Picasa!

A Giant Tree at Hanuman Mandir, Laxminagar, Nagpur

Where are you? How are you?  Hmm, I am fine too!  This is a fine evening, and I am here with my complete randomness.  Why don’t you just come and set me right?  Hmm, I am fine, really!

You know it has been a long while since I have experienced that shaant and prasanna feeling that I have with you.  It has been a long time since I have really lived.  There are a lot of obligations.  Each day I need to get up to carry my own corpse on my own shoulder.  Why don’t you just come and set my soul free?  I can’t carry this bar anymore.

Life has gotten a cacophony.  Live with headphones on all the day.  I myself don’t remember what was the last time I was completely at peace.  It’s getting too much for me.  It’s really getting too much.

I don’t want to listen.  I don’t want to speak.  I don’t want to think.  I don’t want to learn.  I don’t want to grow.  I just want a little silence before I prepare myself again for this cacophony; a little silence, at some far place, far away…

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Me too!

June 7, 2011

What to write? I have been told to limit my internet usage. I really don’t know where to stop, or rather I don’t know how to stop, so at least for this post, I am going to set a word limit of 250 words and I won’t write a word more than it.

I had lost my cell in the morning, and that caused me to miss my work today, in turn causing me to stay at home for some extra time, listen and think about the things that I don’t want to think about, so I thought it would be better to get out rather than just flowing away with the situations.

I went out and explored some new places in Nagpur that I had never seen. Missed master a lot! I could never believe such “shaant and prasanna” places can exist in this city. Far away from the crowd, soothingly green, pleasantly moist, Mother Lourd Temple! I have never seen such a calm and serene place! I loved it.

I have skipped the office today and now going to go out to apply for one more exam. Just got a few tweets by @aasmantapku in my timeline: “sometimes i really feel that number of exams i have to give in my life will exceed the hair on my head”; I felt “Me too!” Then “main bewkoof”, again “Me too!”, and finally “all i need right now is a Giant hug :(” What else can I say “Me too!”

Of sky and chains

April 23, 2011

Under the infinite sky, i’m lying here flat on back, on the cricket lawn here at Reshimbag Ground, just relax, as I had never been for long, thinking of almost nothing – I…

I, who just a moment ago was a free bird, feeling like just heaven, got a call – reminding me of my chains!