I need to do something. There has been a constant tickling going in my brain. I can actually feel some not-so-funny movement inside my skull. I must do something to make myself feel at peace. The problem is I don’t know what.
I am given some task. Now, I am not at all interested in doing it. I have a whole day to complete it. I know it will take much less time.
Perhaps, I am out of my mind. I think of something – then someone comes to disturb – then I look at the computer screen thinking what I was actually thinking. Yeah – remembered – must note it down before I forget it again.
Is this the same thing I am going to do all my life? – to wake up each day with a burden to somehow push it till the evening? This is not the way – certainly not..
Again, these disturbances, and this something pushing my brain out from within. This is not the way to live. But let it be as myself have chosen it..